Having a chronic illness is very tiring. If a person can just get past that moment of wanting to be out of the pain and stick it out until that moment/time of down emotion passes and tell yourself it will pass.
We really don't want to die. We wouldn't still be searching for a cause or solution if we did. We just have to get ourselves through those bad days. It's not easy!!!
Anyone that has a chronic, long term illness - has had days of complete utter despair. Sometimes there is worse things than death. Those are no longer in pain. But the ones aware and left behind - sure are. But there is so much to live for - so much to learn.
One of us may be the one to help provide a crucial part to the puzzle. But ultimately, for sure, the Almighty sees what we people are enduring and it saddens him. This was not how he intended his Creation of man to be.