San Diego
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I had a very rough “crash” recently, and realized it’s quite different than a PEM episode. Am I using the words “crash” and “PEM” the same as everyone else?
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[/fright]CRASH: If I’m forced to be upright in a busy environment for more than a few minutes, the crash comes on VERY quickly. I feel pain and buzzing in my brain as I get overwhelmed and lose the ability to process conversation and other stimuli. I get confused and frantic to get out of the troublesome environment.
If I don’t get to a dark place and lie down immediately, I crash hard. Vomiting, vertigo, severe diarrhea, confusion, head pain, intolerance to light and sound, chills, shaking, and an overwhelming feeling of “DON’T MOVE ME!!!” I’ve lost consciousness on several occasions.
I’ve learned the only way to handle a crash is to get out of the room, or get home, ASAP (the trip home is pure hell), take 2 Valium and a Zofran, crawl in bed with heating pads and a barf bucket in a completely dark quiet room, and sleep it off for the rest of the day. Many times I end up laying on my bathroom floor until the "double bucket blues" pass.
Of course, I’m then left PEM’d for days after.
PEM: This comes on more gradually, with a sense that I’m overdoing it and will pay. It doesn’t take hold completely for at least a day, and isn’t generally as severe as a crash.
Anybody else? What are the different mechanisms at play here? Is the “crash” a dysautonomia thing and the PEM more an ME/CFS thing?
My neurologist thinks the crash episodes sound like low intracranial pressure secondary to connective tissue disorder. Whatever they are, they are hell - scary and completely debilitating. They are very similar to my first year bed bound with ME/CFS when I literally thought I was dying and didn’t know how I could go on.
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If I don’t get to a dark place and lie down immediately, I crash hard. Vomiting, vertigo, severe diarrhea, confusion, head pain, intolerance to light and sound, chills, shaking, and an overwhelming feeling of “DON’T MOVE ME!!!” I’ve lost consciousness on several occasions.
I’ve learned the only way to handle a crash is to get out of the room, or get home, ASAP (the trip home is pure hell), take 2 Valium and a Zofran, crawl in bed with heating pads and a barf bucket in a completely dark quiet room, and sleep it off for the rest of the day. Many times I end up laying on my bathroom floor until the "double bucket blues" pass.
Of course, I’m then left PEM’d for days after.
PEM: This comes on more gradually, with a sense that I’m overdoing it and will pay. It doesn’t take hold completely for at least a day, and isn’t generally as severe as a crash.
Anybody else? What are the different mechanisms at play here? Is the “crash” a dysautonomia thing and the PEM more an ME/CFS thing?
My neurologist thinks the crash episodes sound like low intracranial pressure secondary to connective tissue disorder. Whatever they are, they are hell - scary and completely debilitating. They are very similar to my first year bed bound with ME/CFS when I literally thought I was dying and didn’t know how I could go on.
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